Overcoming Insecurities

Welcome back loves, so this post comes from a very deep and personal place but I felt the need to share in order to possibly help some of my readers out there who feel how I feel.

Inadequacy—not being good enough—is experienced by everyone at one point or another in various levels of intensity. But when feelings of inadequacy—low self-worth, incompetence, powerlessness, and even shame—begins to interfere with the ability to maintain relationships, succeed at work or in school, or feel happy and at peace, exploring the underlying issues that incite those feelings may help.

I have definitely and still definitely suffer from feeling Inadequate. I’ve noticed that in the pursuit of perfect, we miss out on much of the beauty around us in our everyday lives. Nobody is actually perfect, so it’s really like living a lie. The truth is buried under all the “perfect” walls that we put up.

Inadequacy generally leads people (including me) to view themselves negatively in a number of ways, and they often assume that other people view them in the same manner.

What I’ve noticed is that some people enter intimate relationships with the expectation (often subconsciously) that their partners will fill that void, or that simply being in a relationship will cause them to view themselves as adequate. What they don’t know is that feelings of inadequacy may in fact be heightened in a relationship, as they suspect their partners judge them as they judge themselves.

Gaining feelings of competence and self-esteem are personal processes that CANNOT be provided by other people.

People (like me) may attempt to mask or hide their feelings of inadequacy from themselves and from others in a number of ways others may isolate themselves socially or otherwise close themselves off to the advances of others for fear of being truly “seen.”

But what can we do to combat these feelings

Name Them

The first thing to do is to name your insecurity.

This is often difficult to do, because it’s our insecurities that we don’t want to own.

In our minds, being insecure means we are weak, so we avoid them.

But by avoiding them or pushing them down, what we are implicitly saying is that our feelings aren’t valid, that we aren’t valid.

The goal is to bring our insecurities to the front of our mind – to write them down so we can see them, to make them real.

We want to do this because it is actually our insecurities that give us an opportunity to grow.

Maybe you have a short list or maybe it’s long; either way, it’s fine.

When I first did this, I remember sitting on my bed and after writing out my list, I read it aloud.

When I got to “I’m scared I won’t make my parents proud,” I started to cry.

What was coming out for me was not only that some insecurities are stronger than others, but also that I had never let myself feel my insecurity before.

I had tried to cover it up, pretend it away, so to finally let myself feel the hurt and sadness that it produced was liberating.

Where Does It Come From?

With the insecurity named, now it’s time to think a bit on why you feel this way.

When was the first time you felt this insecurity. Who were you with? What were you doing? What ways does it manifest itself today? What situations do you note feeling the insecurity? Is it around certain people? What kind of people are they?

The goal of this is to ask yourself enough questions to be able to pinpoint where the insecurity comes from, and what the triggers might be in your day-to-day that affect it.

What you want to do is get to a place of understanding.

You want to get to a point where you know and acknowledge that it isn’t crazy of you to feel unloved, stupid, or not good enough – because maybe there were factors, whether intentional or not, that influenced this way of thinking.

Then you can start to see insecurity as something separate from you, like an accessory.

Only when we see our insecurity as something separate from who we are can we begin to work through and change our relationship to it.

Seeing it separately means it does not have to define who we are.

Monitor

The moment that you start to see your insecurities as separate is when you can start to monitor them.

So when you put on that dress and you look in the mirror and something inside of you tells you that you can’t wear it, you’ll know that it’s your insecurity talking to you.

When you find yourself in these situations, the best thing to do is talk back.

I’ll be about to send a proposal off or pitch an article, and I’ll immediately think to myself “No, Kerdisha, you don’t have the background that these other people do, what are you thinking?”

And the minute that I notice that I’m doing this, I stop and confirm that I can do this if I want to, that I may not be qualified, but that doesn’t mean I’m not good enough to try.

When you find yourself in these situations, flip the dialogue, so that you remind yourself that you are not your insecurity.

If you wear rings, for instance, whenever self-doubt creeps in, or you’re feeling insecure, try rubbing your ring and saying things like “I can do this,” “I like who I am,” or “There’s nothing wrong with me.”

If you think of the things you like about yourself and tell them to yourself in these moments, it can help to wipe away the fear that the insecurity breeds.

Seeing Differently

My cycle of insecurity looked something like feeling stupid, and then getting mad at myself for feeling stupid.

A lot of the talk that came from my insecurity was negative self-talk.

But now that you are mindful of where you feel insecure in your life and are monitoring or being mindful of when these feelings of inadequacy start, you can now shift the negative self-talk to something different.

Instead of getting down on yourself for feeling badly, think of your insecurity as an opportunity to be kinder to yourself.

Think of supporting yourself in this situation, nurturing yourself the way you would a friend who came to you and said “I feel really stupid right now because _____.”

Although nurturing yourself is a great first step, the most important part comes after – action.

The best way to circumvent negative self-talk is to take the feeling and move beyond it.

It’s easy to dwell in a negative emotion, which is why the cycle continues, but now you have an opportunity to break it.

When you find yourself dwelling in the emotion, start asking yourself questions: What can I do to make myself feel better? What could I do right now so that I don’t feel stupid? How can I make this better for myself?

What you begin to do is take responsibility for your well- being.

When you notice yourself feeling inadequate, you now have the opportunity to choose to give in or to let it go.

Allowing ourselves to be real and vulnerable is not always easy. However, living a life hiding from our true identity is even more painful.

Living your truth means embracing and accepting all aspects of you—bumps, bruises, and all. This is, after all, the meaning of life. Unlock the potential of unlimited happiness in your life by letting go.

Remember: You are enough!

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